LOOSE LIPS SINK SHIPS

i can picture the words "Theres a woman crying out tonight" coming out of Joel Madden's mouth right now. at the singapore indoor stadium. Billy is looking hot tinkering on the piano and benji is well... doing weird movements on his guitar. but ends up looking cute anyway. its magical. the crowd is screaming their lungs out. the atmosphere is... so magical. and guess what? im not there.
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO
im really disappointed.
i really wanted to see noise to the world. i was practically counting down the days. iT wasnt this bad with simple plan, avril or even Rooster...
good charlotte, i COULD NOT MISS.
so what am i doing here then?
because the rentals wont freaking allow me!
they have ZILCH trust in me. zilch! nada! nil! none! zero!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they think im gonna get into bad company there.
RIGHT.
and im too young for rock concerts
RIGHT.
hello? im fourteen!!!!!
and erm hello again?
good charlotte is NOT a bad influence!
they arent even half as bad as green day or something (which i also happen to like )
ARGGGHHHH
im bloody depressed.
bloody hell.
bloody shit.
GAH!!!!!!!!!!!
Not even this once!
i actually wanted to run away from home if you must know.
you think im a rebel?> i would have been LONG GONE!
in my right mind i could have just gone off to the arms of joel madden BUT i thought of YOU and i changed my mind.
now is that what you call a REBEL?
wake up.
i cant believe im missed it. )))):
all i heard from jerome's phone was ALOT OF SCREAMING and joel madden's muffled voice in the background singing "i just wanna live" shouldnt it be the other way round? curse them....oops.
im jealous of jerome. thats it. im going mad.

bury me in black 10:46 PM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005