LOOSE LIPS SINK SHIPS

In the presence of him, you pretend to ignore him, and look away.But hoping that he'll look your way.
But when he is no longer there, you look around to find him. And get so disappointed to know that he is gone.
Although you are talking to someone else,your eyes are fixed on him.
You find your textbooks filled with his name.And in the midst of your school desk, you could actually spot his name there.
When there's a new movie out,The first person you WISHED to watch with, is him.But always end up watching it with your friends.
When people mention the words " Valentines Day",The first thing that appears in your mind, is his name.
You realise that your conversations with your friends never fail to include him.
You worry if he would fall for someone else,And it hurts when you know that the person will never be you.
You find yourself getting so affected by just one word or action from him.
Sometimes you get angry with him for some reasons, and feel yourself hating him.
But once you see him again, your heart melts, and find yourself loving him, once more.
You try to forget him
But got reminded of your memories with him.
Many times, you force yourself to stop liking him,But found it even harder than killing yourself.
You try to convince yourself, that you dont like him anymore.But find the person on your mind to still be him.
While you are reading this, the one that has appeared on your mind,is him, right?
Just like when I was typing this, it was him on my mind as well, all the while.
Its tiring to live in pretence and lies.You cant avoid it.Love is cruel.It hurts, almost all the time.
He's not gonna come and pick up the broken pieces of you.Perhaps he'll just walk over you with another girl by his side.Not you.
The you's are actually me's.That's my story.
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btw, happy cny peeps.... dunno how im gonna make it thru skl tml. hope i dont cry... again

bury me in black 5:56 AM

Thursday, February 10, 2005